Saturday, December 29, 2007

faux hava

dec 23
4am- we arrived manila, took a nap for an hour, ate chix, then
7am- we went to my fave place wch i wont tell. Haha! I bought alot of things there. And this cute faux havaianas keychain.
1pm- ate lunch, slept the whole afternoon

Thursday, December 20, 2007

I think I'm a lesbo.






















































OH my Freegin god! I really love staring at KAT VON D.. for those of you who are clueless "who d hell is she?" OH my.. you're missin somethin in your life.. (exaggeration come on!) Anyway I met (met daw oh!) I first saw kat von d on the show MIAMI INK where AMI JAMES, CHris GARBER, CHRIS NUñEz, darren (i4got), YOJI(iaslo4got) are tatoo artists! hay.. I fell so inlove with them that I'm definetely gonna get a tatoo! hahaha (transparent lang) hahahaha anyway KAT VON D is the epitomy of a godess.. hahahaha.. whew! what em i saying.. well anyway just take a look at her! hihihi

work of art


good heavens! I was scanning some of my artworks.. cant believe I made them hahaha! anyway sooner or probably later I'll be doing alot of this stuffs! hahaha.. and hopefully one day its your face I'm drawing on a shoe! I love you all! comments.. keep em coming! heheh

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

BAGUIO


Its been 8 months since I've "migrated" here.. been through alot.. packed things for the third time hopefully it'll be the last.. its freezing cold here in the morning.. having jaw locks.. foggy and all.. *sigh I miss manila.. NOT!! its so hot there! super traffic pa.. I'm glad I relocated.. hihihi!

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Bakit Nawala Kang Parag Bula?


Daddy,
Alam mo ba na pagmulat ko ng mata ngayong araw na ito, napaisip ako, alam nyo kaya na bente uno anyos na ako? Napaiyak ako sa katotohanang ngayon ko lang napagtanto, wala ka sa mga panahong kailangan ka naming mag-iina. Hindi lang hikbi ang nailabas ko, malakas na hagulgol ang inabot ko sa sakit na naramdaman ko, yun bang pakiramdam na apihan ka sa lahat ng bagay at lahat sa buhay mo ay kulang.
Nung lumalaki ako, sabi ko sa sarili ko na ayos lang na wala kayo kasi andiyan naman si Mommy, OK lang kasi kaya naman ni Mommy at isa pa hindi ka naman niya binabanggit o sinisiraan man lang ni Mommy kaya't parang hindi ka namin kailangan, pero habang tumatagal, habang lumalaki ako't nagkakaisip, sa tuwing pinapagalitan ako ni Mommy lagi niyang sinasabi na pareho tayo, magkamukha tayo at pareho tayo iresponsableng tao! Alam nyo po ba kung gaano kasakit yun para saakin? humaharap ako sa salamin, sinasabi ko na sana di nalang kita naging kamukha, may isang minsan din na sinabi ko na sana di nalang ikaw ang naging tatay ko, pero totoo pala na talagang pareho tayo kasi iniwan ko din sila, inabandona ko sila, hindi ako nag-isip tulad mo, di ko inisip na masasaktan sila sa gagawin ko, inisip ko ang sarili ko, ang ikatutuwa ko.
Ngayon, pinagsisisihan ko na ang ginawa ko, humingi ako ng tawad kay Mommy at sa dalawa kong kapatid, araw araw ako humihingi ng tawad kasi alam ko na kulang pa iyon. Ngayon iniisip ko, ikaw po kaya? Nagsisisi ka kaya sa ginawa nyo saamin?
Ilang dekada na ang nakalipas mula ng kami'y iyong iwan, mulat na ang mga tao sa katotohanang wala kayo saamin at inaasahan nila mauunawaan na namin ang mga bagay na ito, pero minsan hindi din madaling tanggapin itong nangyayari saamin.Nung minsan nag uusap kami ng bunso kong kapatid tungkol saiyo nung una'y tawanan pa kami kasi iniisip namin ano kaya ang ikinabunga nanim kung nasa tabi ka namin, pero habang lumalalim ang usapan, ako'y napaluha sa nakita ko sa kapatid ko, magkahalong galit at lungkot na sinabayan ng luha. Umiiyak kami hindi lang dahil naghihirap kami o nagkukulang sa mga materyal na bagay sa mundo, Umiiyak kami dahil sa wala ka sa mga panahong lumalaki kami't nagkakaisip, hinanakit at hinagpis, yun lang ang kaya naming gawin. Umiiyak kami kasi sa tuwing kami'y nangangailangan, para kaming pulubi na lumalapit sa mga kamag-anak para humingi ng tulong, dumarating pa sa punto na umiiwas na ang iibang kamag anak namin sa pa aakalang hihingi nanaman kami ng tulong. Siguro ikaw di mo naranasan ang hirap sa kalooban kasi po siguro manhid kayo. Wala po akong karapatan na husgahan kayo, Ang akin lang po ay gusto ko pong malaman kung bakit nawala kayo na parang bula.

Ang iyong naging anak,
Czarina Leon

Saturday, December 1, 2007

TRILLANES: gone wild!!


We were having our ITLAWS, when our proffessor mentioned that there was something going on "AGAIN" in makati.. at th manila pen.. my god.. its trillanes again.. I know he has grievances and all.. but what the fuck.. not again!
I have a message for you man! you want to rule Philippines? and then what? GMA is more credible than you are.. she's an economist for GOD sake! it's not hef fault this third world country isn't progressing.. its our BUM DULL SLOB fellow citizens fault.. hello! If GMA steps down who do you think you'll replace her? you? come on! wake up and grow up..

Thursday, April 19, 2007

it's been awhile

I've been busy.. I guess.. not.. I havent had the time to scribble some words to put in this blog.. lotsa happening happened like anna nicole smith died what the hell.. I thought she was only sick. hahaha.. gotta fly!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

what the in the hell's wrong with britney??






has she freakin lost her head.. i mean mind?? She freaking shaved her head for cryin out loud!! uhghhh.. the things we do out of frustration... I should shave mine too coz I lost my freaking Nokia 3250 in boracay... shet!!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

This made my day!! fuckin Stupidity

Actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. (Now I know why they record these conversations!):
Operator: "Ridge Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?"

Caller: "Yes, well, I'm having trouble withWordPerfect."
Operator: "What sort of trouble??"
Caller: "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away."
Operator: "Went away?"
Caller: "They disappeared."
Operator: "Hmm So what does your screen look like now?"
Caller: "Nothing."
Operator: "Nothing??"
Caller: "It's blank; it won't accept anything when I type."
Operator: "Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out??"
Caller: "How do I tell?"
Operator: "Can you see the C: prompt on the screen??"
Caller: "What's a sea-prompt?"
Operator: "Never mind, can you move your cursor around the screen?"
Caller: "There isn't any cursor: I told you,it won't accept anything I type."
Operator: "Does your monitor have a power indicator??"
Caller: "What's a monitor?"
Operator: "It's the thing with the screen on it that looks like a TV.Does it have a little light that tells you when it's on??"
Caller: "I don't know."
Operator: "Well, then look on the back of the monitor and find where the power cord goes into it. Can you see that??"
Caller: "Yes, I think so."
Operator: "Great. Follow the cord to the plug, and tell me if it's plugged into the wall.
Caller: "Yes, it is."
Operator: "When you were behind the monitor, did you notice that there were two cables plugged into the back of it, not just one??"
Caller: "No."
Operator: "Well, there are. I need you to look back there again and find the other cable."
Caller: "Okay, here it is."
Operator: "Follow it for me, and tell me if it's plugged securely into the back of your computer." Caller: "I can't reach."
Operator: "Uh huh. Well, can you see if it is??"
Caller: "No."
Operator: "Even if you maybe put your knee on something and lean way over??"
Caller: "Oh, it's not because I don't have theright angle it's because it's dark."
Operator: "Dark??"
Caller: "Yes - the office light is off, and the only light I have is coming in from the window.
Operator: "Well, turn on the office light then."
Caller: "I can't."
Operator: "No? Why not??"
Caller: "Because there's a power failure."
Operator: "A power........ A power failure? Aha,Okay, we've got it.

Operator: ' Do you still have the boxes and manuals and packing stuff your computer came in??" Caller: "Well, yes, I keep them in the closet."
Operator: "Good. Go get them, and unplug your system and pack it up just like it was when you got it. Then take it back to the store you bought it from.
Caller: "Really? Is it that bad?"
Operator: "Yes, I'm afraid it is."
Caller: "Well, all right then, I suppose. What do I tell them??"
Operator: "Tell them you're too fucking stupid To own a computer !!!!!!!!!

SUPPORT CHIZ FOR SENATOR!!


I'm calling the attention of the people who's aware of what's happening ion the philippines... crisis here and there, political trash and stuffs.. for a new beginning.. a cool beginning that is... please support my kababayan CHIZ ESCUDERO for SENATOR!! thanks pipz! Oh! anyway pls check out his website!! http://www.chizescudero.com/chiz/index.php

Monday, February 5, 2007

I wanna be anorexic but anorexia is scared of me


I think am gonna be fat for the rest of my life! God! hell no!! fuckin hell no!.. but shite! no matter how hard I try to lose even a lil weight damn those freakin food!! TEMPFUCKINGFOODTATION! I don't wanna be like them ==================================>>>>>>>>>
hell no! like a big no no! I've tried everything! ughh!! self dicipline!! please give me some of that! oh! not just some!! i need a hell lot of it!! if only i have the bucks.. damn liposuction is "chaching" the only option.. I mean the only thing for me... hahaha maybe I should open cut my stomach then stick a vaccum cleaner then suck all my body yucking fats out of me!! damn I can't wear my skinny jeans without looking like a freegin pig! hahahahaha yes I am...

Monday, January 29, 2007

twin??


I really adore this person www.bryanboy.com hehehe thanks to him for this funny picture!! I agree with you!! keep the faggotry alive!!

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

tell me what you see...


Look closely at this dogs ASS and tell me who do you see?? its freaking hillarious!! hahaha here let me give you a clue.. HE SAVES.. hehehehe